Thursday, June 21, 2012

Law of Heru 6th Sphere of the Puat Neteru

The focus for the Summer Solstice Month of June 21 to July 20 is based on the Heru Faculties. Heru is the Will of Man (ability to choose) and the Men Ab (Control of Emotions). Nobel and humble. This Neteru (Aspect of god) shows that true freedom is when our choices are free of emotion.

Correspndences for Heru are:
Micha-El 
Tipareth or (mistakenly Rapha-El) 
El Cristo Negro
Fransico of the 7 Reys
Krishna 
Vishnu (Nar Hari) 

Spirit Division for HERU: AB = Heart Chakra (Green)
Hermetic Principle - Polarity
Supreme Mathmatics - Equality

Heru Colour: Red and White
Gems: Ruby, Garnet
Planet : Sun
Day: Sunday
Spiritual Hekau: Hrim
Planetary Hekau: Aung hrang hring, hraung

General Hekau: Aung____Heru_____Ausar____Hrah,
Aung___ Herih___Ausar___AuHrah

Spiritual Direction: West
Mundane Direction: North

Herbs: Geranium, bay leaves
Incense: frankincense

Key Words: Mediator between divine and Mundane, Will, Laws of the mind (Kybalion Principle of Mentalism), Leela & the nature of the Cosmos, Exercises of Free Will within the Mind of God, realization of the Divine Plan. Transcends maya (illusion of the world), Part of the spirit that intuits to Consciousness the Law of God. Translator, Equality, balancing, insight, Self Control,, Leadership

Bhuvaneshvari Yantra
Bhuvaneshvari Mantra

Law Of Ma'at 4th Sphere of the Paut

How I came to Love the things that I do through my appreciation for the People that I have strong feelings of Love for. The Benefits that they provide to help continue to cultivate my love for them.

Family - I am appreciative of my spouse for allowing me the to be myself. The time i spend studying indulging in my hobbies is what assist me in furthering my understanding of life she is in agreement with my primarily way of life. My diet, systemic perspective and general ideas about life and children.
Without Feezahs contribution to my life I may have not made certain advancements that are still manifesting themselves in my everyday life.


Parents: I am for ever grateful to my parents for their loving upbringing. I had a wonderful childhood and was allowed to explore myself in many ways. I was allowed to be independent, experience sports, and other activities. I experienced No major traumas and was provided with key elements that make up my basic understanding of life. They taught me to cope, be patient, save money and make up my own mind, think for myself. For these things I am grateful and appreciative. I love my family


Thursday, June 14, 2012

Law Of Ma'at 4th Sphere of the Paut

The Manner at which I go about obtaining financial stability and wealth

I have tried with great awareness to be fair and just in my dealing regarding financial affairs,  The wealth that i attained came primary through my interaction with people, sound money Management and investing.
I can say with confidence that I have not misled anyone regarding products nor have i forced my will on anyone to use my service, nor did i give in to greed. 
However I was a party to an industry that is fundamentally flawed.
At the moment I am contemplating my alignment with potential unscrupulous industries and how this would affect my personal integrity. For example the mortgage and banking industry as a whole is corrupt and unjust, so to even participate in the industry places my integrity in question and possibly soils my karmic destiny. At the time of selling mortgages I was totally unaware of its fundamental unethical structure. But once gaining the insights as to what and how banks operate I have removed myself from that industry and have no desire to return.
Sales of most intangible services in and of themselves strikes me as being selfish and/or unethical in some way particularly if I didn't develop the service and know the true intent for its development. For these reasons I have relied solely upon my investment knowledge.
Even Trading is something I have been thinking long and hard about due its fundamental structure of one mans gain is another mans loss, or is this true? ultimately the money in the accounts are numbers in a computer as credits and debits and the participation of the market actually keeps the economy from crashing.. But a crash may be was is needed to expose and get rid of the curruption.. As you can see this could go on for ever...
For now I have decided to trust in my higher self for guidance in regards to money.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Law Of Ma'at 4th Sphere of the Paut

Seeking order in my relationship with others and Understanding the basis of my rules and Moral Values.


My rules in relationships: are basic equality, treat people like you would want to be treated. However this is not always the case. particularly when im drawn away from peace and I undulge in my human emotions such  as anger or frustration. In these cases i notice I tend to break my basic rules and so called values. This is why it soo important to remain at Self peace at all times deferring to a divine self image. If i see myself as God then my actions should reflect that image and are more likely to do so.
Interdependence: Always remember that our relationships are symbiotic especially close family and friends. The energy I project out is projected back to me.
When doing business or socializing be very mindful of these facts and live up to these virtues at all times. keep your word and live up to your obligations at all cost.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Law of Herukhuti 5th sphere of the puat

How Government and Religious Institutions may have made me skeptical about ethics, morality and spirituality..

Church: Growing up the church presents one with a number of questions that have a significant impact on life choices and how we perceive reality. My experience was that many of the most important questions could not be answers if not at all at least not in a way that could be applied. ie. Where did God come from? and Who is God? These questions actually were answered indirectly through images and stories such as the white Jesus on the wall or the white Moses walking thru the sand etc.
Once i entered my teenage years many of the unsatisfactory answers regarding God and life did have an impact of how i saw morality. In general we are taught that morality was being "GOOD" and that God would assist us if we were good but all the bad guys. ie, "Dope Boys" seem to have all the blessings, of course many of them turned out not so good but yet in still the good guys always seem to be waiting on something and never experience much or had any exciting stories to tell.

Government: The Government to me always seemed like a powerful force that could never be challenged and set all the rules of life, many of which contradicted what was taught at church. This may have influenced me in a way that placed doubt on the effects of spirituality, because the image of spiritual people was that they had to be poor (like the image of jesus) or suffering and needed help from some higher source that existed outside of themselves be it God, Jesus the Government or that "Good" Job. The result was that life was happening to people and we had little to No control over the outcome but reliant on the idea o f luck, hope and just have faith in the great pumpkin and you will be rewarded.
Ultimately these institutions presented conflicts in my perceptions, thinking and decision making and created an irresponsible approach to life.


Herukhuti: As an Adult these Institutions can no longer be held responsible for my thoughts, perceptions and understanding of myself. It is our responsibility to seek out wisdom in the most important areas of life and find ways to apply it to our daily life.

Herukhuti expresses labour and personal responsibility for actions and this applies to our work spiritually and in general life ethics.
Cause and effect has no room for reason it simply applies its justice accordingly.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Law of Herukhuti 5th Neter Of the Puat

Emotional and Sensual Habits that can influence you to transgress against another by nourishing your human self image.

Emotional: Anger & frustration come to mind first as i experience these emotions most often in relationship quarrels with my spouse. The anger is usually triggered by the feeling of lack of appreciation or becoming defensive about a comment or accusation made about myself.
These bouts can lead to me lashing out at her or entertaining resentful negative mind chatter about some incident in the past or some vengeful action in the future, two very self defeating habits. These lead to me behaving and thinking like an out of control human that self inflicts pain upon his person and loved ones, then blames them for the hurt.

Sensual:  Sex.. I get frustrated when i am unable to get the attention desired to satisfy my sensual needs, this is often due to the lack of sexual interest and desire from my spouse due primarily to a hormonal change associated with nursing. The anger and frustration stems from me feeling neglected sexually as i have developed an appetite for pleasure. This appetite can cause me to be resentful and frustrated when not met. This also may have something to do with me prescribing to societies definition of what a spouse should do. ie, satisfy the man sexually so as to keep him from seeking other means arousal.


Food can also fall into the sensual section. We can overindulge in sweets or simply over eat due to the sensual urges of the pallette or specific cravings. This can also lead to frustration or a irritation in many ways, including wasting resource (frustration once we have consumed all the foods for the week) as well as acid indigestion, heart burn etc.. all from overindulgence in sense pleasure.
Solution: be mindful of how your feel when reahing for food. Im i really hungry? Is this plate too big? 


Ultimately I am responsible for my own actions and thinking patterns, most of what was mentioned above has very little to do with my spouse but mostly originates from my own HUMAN SELF IMAGE. Ie. Expressing negative emotions because my ANIMAL URGES were not being satisfied when I felt they should. The need to have your feelings and emotions catered too and justified by someone else is actually Sahu behavior and childish.

Solution: To raise above the trivial emotional state by becoming aware of theses urges and CHOOSING to ignore them urges altogether. Even when an urge seems justifyable it is best to refrain from Blaming others for its lack of fullfillment or dwelling on the reasons for it not being fullfilled on my terms. Make a commitment to acting like the God that am within you are no longer the selfish child of years past. Become Ausar, put on your crown and see yourself enjoying your goals instead.

** Note** Focus on conteracting not only the above behaviors but the actions and thinking of the following..

Seeking- Feeling like i need to catch up, or im missing out on something.
Trying too hard to achieve
Forced behavior
Not at peace


Friday, June 1, 2012

Law of Herukhuti 5th Neter of the Puat

A List of The CAUSES of Specific wrongs that have been perpetrated against me by people and/or Groups.


People: Mark Pickens
Event: Took advantage of my Kindness or Naive ta by Borrowing a large sum of money and never taking the opportunities that where given to repay his debt.


Possible Causes: His intention was to repay but he got swamped with his own debts and was unable to fulfill his promise.
Mark may have never intended to pay the funds back and could have considered his contribution to my own success as payment.
Mark May have believed that he would have plenty more opportunities to repay his debt and took me for granted.
Poor Diet may have contributed to the lack of awareness and/or importance of the amount.


Groups: Jewish, European, Middle Eastern etc
Event: Genocide, White Supremacy, Rape, Murder, Deceit, Erasing History, Involuntary Servitude, Torture, Separation and on and on..................


Possible Causes: Inferiority, Fear, Jealousy, Envy, Hate, Admiration, Sickness, Survival, Insanity etc etc...


Solutions: From these list you can see that it we can never fully understand why a person may commit such acts against ones person, Thus the idea is to refrain from analysing the whys and what four's to exhaustion. 
A rush to judgment is to set the stage for separation and a move from peace. This is not to say that one should not purse whats owed but to do so in a vengeful manner is to fall victim to the act itself which is life depleting in the end. ie. the war on cancer, the war on drugs etc.. all examples of war against Peace and self.